I have a huge admiration on my all-time seatmate in my college class. And everyday, I try to put his face on my mind, his facial hair, his lips, his eyes. And when I’m alone, I imagine having sex with him. I want him badly.
I feel like I’m the only one who doesn’t like the fact that teenagers want to have sex all the time–and yeah, I’m a teenager.
I am 17 & i love a girl from 4 months . I want to tell her but i feel anxious in front of her.
Sometimes I have to take a step back and realize my parents are only human. I’m allowed to get mad at them, but I have to realize that they are people, and people make mistakes. I also have to recognize when I’m right to be mad, and when I’m throwing an overgrown tantrum.
I used to starve and I lost 20lbs. I was unhealthy. I cried when I looked in the mirror, I refused to eat, I weighed myself multiple times a day, I cried when the number on the scale went up by .2, food scared me, and weighing less and taking up less space was all I cared about. That was two years ago and I’d like to say that I’m healthy now but now I have full blown bulimia and am 25lbs more than my lowest weight 2 years ago. I’m tired of being controlled by my mind. I’m tired of hating myself.
I’ll be 16 soon and next year I’ll be in college! (I’m kind of a nerd who’s skipped grades and has also been sheltered.) The whole waiting for love to have sex thing seems great BUT going to college a virgin…eh no thanks. Lucky for me I’ve just been told I’ll be going on my second cruise this upcoming January and if cruises are known for anything it’d be endless buffets, old couples, and hot horny teenagers.
I want to have sex with someone. I have humped a couple of girls before. I am a girl. I look at porn and masturbate. I think I’m bisexual because I am a girl. I love it.
So when I was like 16 I was at this kids house. Anyways I got asked him if he had a girlfriend. He said no so I ask him how big he was. He got really embarrassed and ask y I want know. Next thing I know I’m face down with this kid.
I got stripped naked behind the bleachers of a soccer field by a group of boys. They did this because I was 14, younger than most of them and fun to do it in front of girls. Got held down while girl ran up to look at my penis and the embarrassment of getting an erection right in front of them. Laid there totally exposed with girls having a great time looking at it, flicking it and talking about how stiff it was. Embarrassing but I guess it’s what boys do for fun and give girls a thrill.
To The people who feel like killing themselves: remember that each death kills two people. I know it feels tough right now, like no one understands and no one cares, but please remember those who you would leave behind. People in your life love you and would be heartbroken to see you gone. My best friend was bullied close to that point, but she didn’t go through with it. If she was gone, I would have never met her, and I know my life would have changed for the worse. Please reach out for help.