My mum’s signed me up for a modelling audition that’s in 10 days time, and I have a semi formal (kind of like junior prom) in a week’s time… and I’ve started throwing up my meals… I hate my body and I hate who I am…
So I fell in love with a guy when I had a bf, I broke up with my bf and was going to confess to the guy but he left the country before I was able to do so…. most of u will think that im a bitch for breaking up for this reason..
Everyone has great expectations from me to get into the best medical college; but I waste my time on chatting with guys pretending to be someone else. As much I try to stop that, the more I get addicted to it. I REALLY WANNA GET TO THE BEST COLLEGE IN THE COUNTRY! I want to get to AIIMS Delhi. And I hereby promise myself, enough of these distractions…a Its high time I am going to start studying and show those bitches who is the best!
I’m just a teen
Who has issues with her parents understanding her bisexuality, no matter how many times she tries to explain
Who is questioning her religion and belief that is very influenced in her community
Whose mom passed away from cancer when she was fourteen
Who thinks she might need help mentally, but no one seems to care, deeming her fit enough to go without therapy
Who is never taken seriously
Who is thinking of stupid ways to be taken seriously
And who has no one to talk to about it.
Every time I’m angry at someone, mostly my parents, I think of how flawed humanity can be to calm myself down.
Everyone calls me racist… and bullies me….its not fair!
My mom doesn’t know I’ve been wearing my thong bikini to the beach each day. I don’t look my age at all and when I wear it it makes me feel good and confident.
im starting to hate myself literally i m a useless person with no brains and beauty
I honestly would become a vegetarian, but my friend just became a vegetarian and everyone would think I became a vegetarian because of her.
I can’t even describe how much I love Nicki Minaj. She has gotten me through absolutely everything. I went through a super deep depression back in Feb/Mar 2016 and Nicki got me through it. She is the most beautiful, funny, understanding, wholehearted, creative, loving person I know. But my Dad has a deep dark intense hate for Nicki Minaj and it’s like it’s his intentions when he trashes Nicki to bring me down too. And I let it get to me because if I stand up to him he will hurt me. What do I do?